Sheila Murphy

Mildewed, Dude

 

Friday's clouds are mildewed,

dude. Smell rude. Listen to 

them fail to bark like

a debate partner mutely 

deer-in-headlights pause.

No stirring of branches 

on olive, eucalyptus trees,

Chinese Pistache. 

 

I live weather that weathers

me. My body memorizes 

particular dates and times when 

oncoming rain matched a motel afternoon 

of housekeeping carts 

and daytime TV purring from door 

after door along the hallway 

patted down with indoor-outdoor carpet.

 

And weather sleeps in me as if

together we longed rather than 

belonging to some fictitious locus 

where gravity failed to postpone 

inherent fireworks of the body 

sweeping up crumbs of friction 

by rote from pathways and thoroughfares

making a medley or a hash 

of living out a week. 

Ultima Thule

 

I hear the throat of a frog improvising 

Wit that I project from this distal 

piercing supposed to connote 

a thing. Various posses of quilters 

remark on the maiden-

hair fern we agree has no place 

but the about face racketeering among 

soul scented whereabouts that cling to be- 

longing, as if.

 

I want to martyr the Marriott in the way

of my fright-seeing in the nubile wood 

that charms me as pretesters milk

the very system of inhabitants inhibiting 

my strides mimicking long-leggedly 

advancing Sharpies about to disfigure an other-

wise perfectly good sketch on thin

Japanese paper who can afford to buy.

 

Rapport is usually winded in the corps 

and promulgates some hairshirt lore 

of lemon limey unclean granularity 

that unseams the shed where woodwinds loom 

in silent solitude to hatch some unintended 

honestly false start. 

 

 

We’d Love to Hear from You

 

Stand down, Foxy Loxy.

Merde to you and your fake buoy-

ant farm framing a target aud-

meaning me and my bewilderness 

with pluck and stains and verbatim claim

of being the answer imposed on us 

all bless-cursed with ears 

to erase purported anxieties you 

climb onto based on non-news 

all clues to what not to do or think 

about. Am I clear (Don't answer rhet-

Butler questions, s'il vous plait. 

I'm distrait on purpose when it comes

to you and your click bait hate 

and siphoning the marvels 

the owned marbles that belong to 

other than you and your miserable 

out-takes. So take back your ravenous 

mistakes and fix them with epoxy.  

 


Private People

The parents couldn't wait to get into the house 

as neighbors shouted: "Where were you? Where'd you go?" 

The children wanted to tell, 

but the parents whisked them across the driveway to the door. 

"It's none of their business," the father said. 

"Just go in," the mother said. 

The parents knew all the people they wanted to know. 

"I don't like meeting people, but I meet them well," 

the father said. 

The children didn't know whether to laugh. 

The children wanted to acquire friends. 

It seemed a good idea to come home at night, not during the day 

when all the voices were out with their curiosity. 

The children almost wanted to obey but needed peers. 


 

Janet’s Getaway

 

Janet hosts herself 

in her own spare room 

for a small vacation by herself. 

She fingers the oboe 

left to her by relatives 

relatively unknown to Janet. 

The smell of the case 

where the instrument has been

deposited resembles sheet music

in the stacks. 

Janet likes as a destination

this comfortable distance 

from which she can sit look out across 

vast manicured yards that sprawl in green.